After decades of Terrors and Tortures, I am now very old and very much alive. And frustrating doctors for not taking any poison medication pills!
BABY BOY RESURRECTED
I and the public know what all school children learn,
those to whom evil is done do evil in return.
In his poem, September 1, 1939, published just before Ami’s birth,
did Auden dismiss terrified-toddlers might become blessed with mirth?
His Pa and Ma made the deadliest of all possible sins, ensuring Ami to fail.
Even so, he would grow tall and strong, and no one ever landed in jail.
His uncles secluded Ami in mud, manure, mice, with triggered-dynamite.
What guided his trauma-locked consciousness during decades of fright?
Near-deaths, bombings, floggings, homelessness, hunger, hardest slavery
solidified Ami’s life-long patience, honesty, bravery, and empathy.
His imagination soared out of untold numbers of books while he suffered.
Did Earth-connection, walk-abouts keep Ami from feeling too battered?
The shell of to whom evil is done slowly cracked from unbearable pains.
Sprouting spirituality and intuition that propelled miraculous gains.
Discernment and Universal Connections enhanced Ami’s Blessedness.
What gave him the strength to conquer Lonely Learned Helplessness?
Divine guidance led Ami’s transition from shyness to slowly grow bolder.
Wonderment surmounted onslaughts on his wellness while getting older.
Doctors diagnosed It’s all in your head until he could no longer cry.
They dug into books and could not find his What’s, How’s, Why’s?
An unknown Angel phoned Ami to say: Chemicals are making you sick!
He quickly grasped the seriousness of the global science pandemic.
His longing for true health pushed him to grow only the purest nutrition.
Did earth’s bounty add decades before his undertaking with a mortician?
Ami’s compassion desires to share reality lessons with a forgiving spirit.
Once with an ailing preacher who became too nervous to hear it,
the secret of avoiding the Human Collapse Disease-Disorder death.
Why did life-saving tips cause: You scare me! and not under his breath?
Do you know that belief entrapments cause people to suffer?
Do you want to learn lessons that Ami can offer?
Could you endure his Hells, without bitterness, going insane or die?
What more experienced I?
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Invited Special Gift Spiritual Care Visitor for Hospital and Psychiatric Patients. Lonesome Overcomer of Biblical Suffering. Inspirational Speaker. World Traveler. Polymath
