Dear Craig, thank you for your response. I am always open for any kind of discussion about anything, after having been very clueless, including being a middle school flunkout, for decades while being unwittingly spiritually guided to its highest level, that includes, Bliss, Oneness with God, and Satori.
Now that you mentioned “fed lies;” yes, everything that we have been told for decades, centuries, … has been a lie, with a few exception of truth tellers, who are taking chance to be slandered and up to being tortured or killed by the global information providers.
My toddler-time phosphorus bombings and more for decades afterwards, taught me a few things far beyond books. I still have a draft of letter that my father wrote to his powerful German chancellor lawyer, honorable Adenauer, and dozens of other esquires, threatening to kill his family! if his child support payments had to be increased by an unbearable equivalent he paid for Cuban cigars that came in individual aluminum humidors to protect them from the mean environment.
Only a few years ago I learned why people like to take advantage of me. I remembered the Stockholm Syndrome emotional shock. I realized that I had been in that state most of my life.